No one make's you happy
No one make's you laugh
No one makes's you smile
No one make's you fall in love
chapter of my darkness story ages ago tooo DeepSo many Tear's coming down your face and my making your eye's burn like fire.
heart following the anger from the river and then to the fountain of blood.
Crossing the death of a wounded place where no one been.
wondering and watering the memory of your forgotten past to the thirst of blood and air to breath. looking left to right seeing so many dark shadow's corner of your eye making you scared and trembling your breath start to stop. all the the shadow's are getting closer to you all of a sudden you can't move or speak one you can hear is only your scream and nothing else.
Im Fucked up
Im Tired of being alive
Im Tired of hearing you say my name
Im Tired of being happy
Im Hurt but I wont show it
Im In pain but still smiling
Never Let You GO
Today Is the day I let you know that you're a Sister to me,I'll never let go tomorrow Isn't any different from the day and night and today, cause I know tomorrow you will always be my sister and a friend in my heart thats why I will never ley you go......
I once had a friend, who was a wonderful Person to me
Being her friend was like haveing a sister,
She was the best, she was ssuch a great friend
But then one day she decided that she hated me
She would not talk to me or go near me ,
thats why our friendship is broken..........
Love Always Gets Broken,
Without You Knowing,
You always Get A Broken Heart,
If Someone has Broken It You Never feel The Same,
Thats Why Never Be In Love You Always Get Your Heart Broken By A Boy That Never Love you
I will Never part 2.................
I will never be on your side till the very end.....
I will never listen to your thoughts ......
I will never walk with you.....
I will never cry when you are crying ....
I will never like you if you hurt my feeling .....
I will never care what happen to you .....
I will never love .................
I will never care about you ..............
I Never talk
I never smile
I never laugh
I never cry
I never love someone
I never have faith
This is how i feel.........................
Snake prov the fun begins
snake prov the fun begins
I smirk as I got off the sofa Raven graon like hell I walk out off the room and start walking then got Raven phone out to look at her messages I smirk when I saw one from Winter. Then I look up and saw Drake why have you got Raven phone he said and fold his arms she gave it to me and let me listen to her music I said and gave him a hug. okay you sure he said yes I am sure why would I lie to you and you know I love you even Raven I said and smiled okay said drake and walk to the kictchen. That was close I went straight up staris and went to my room and flop onto my bed and put on some music on Raven phone all the things I can do to Raven without Drake or her friends knowing I'm so lucky in my tire life. All of a s
Words Are Powerful ThingsYou’re so angry
You let words swarm up inside.
Screaming to get out.
They yell and shout.
They sit there,
Turning into horrid things that should never be even whispered,
In the softest tone.
You get so angry
Cause you’re so afraid.
Like so many other people
You let your fear burst into rage.
The monstrous words inside of you
Refuse to remain in their cages.
You let those words escape your lips,
All of the sudden you feel like your words have killed someone.
As you see their face.
Words are suddenly bullets.
They’ve pierced your victim’s heart.
Fragments of a once pretty, friendship scatter on the floor.
The pieces so broken, I doubt you could find all of the shards to make it whole again.
There’s a slamming of a door.
Whether that be real,
Or just a metaphor.
To say you’ve been locked out,
From this once dear friend of yours.
I hope one day.
You’ll find better words
To form a key.
So you can find your way back to them.
I am LostMy thoughts are orcas
Trapped in bathtubs.
Within microcosms -
Stuck, glued tight,
Melting like Dali's clock,
In a cock fight
With my conscience.
Sometimes I forget
All that regret
Burning through -
A pain so forever
That I hardly ever
Feel it anymore.
A cut so deep and quick
That it stops -
Time is static -
Before it bleeds.
Fluttering in the wind.
So much to see.
My heart is vacant,
My lungs made of lead
And both are my enemies
Because I'd rather be dead.
But no I wouldn't.
I'm fake, made of a paper -
A corporate rock whore -
And I don't know
What I stand for.
But maybe I don't have to
Stand for anything -
A word without a definition
Still leaves a mark
On pure paper.
A meaningless spark
Can still become a fire.
A tickle of love
Can still become desire.
untitledthere are a thousand
unwritten love letters in your eyes
now I keep thinking about
and the color green
all I know is that
my skull's been
warriors traversing well worn paths
boots leaving tracks across
chests and necks
and it's comfortable
it's not like drowning
more like slowly lowering
into hot bathwater
and we are just skin and cosmos
bodies and words
our tongues landlocked
we are adrift in
our own little sea
we've plucked our wings
and now we can't fly
tell me the truth
that the sky's overrated
I'd rather be with you
on the ground
or buried beneath it
skeletons entwined truthfully
I've always thought heaven was
a pretty sort of lie
but I've read a book or two
or people's idea of it
and I disagree with myself
popping thought balloons
on the idea that heaven
is in the way your eyes
fold origami swans when you smile
that shitty laugh
that hollow above your heart
like your chest's caving i
Happy Songs on the RadioI don't write about happy things.
I don't listen to songs about romance.
I can't feel what the artist is singing so passionately about.
The longing to know what it's like makes me want to scream and shout.
The way people write and lace words together,
About how happy and perfect they see the world.
Has always been a stranger to me.
I wish I could see,
The way you did.
I really do.
I wish I could feel the same way as you.
To be able to hear the lyrics,
'I love you'
And picture someone to match those three words.
I wish I could hear these songs,
About how everything is perfect.
Absolutely nothing is wrong.
But I can't.
I hear those songs and I feel empty.
Because I can't feel what they're saying.
And I keep listening,
But I am just wasting my time
Trying but failing to relate.
When I hear the songs on the radio.
They make me squirm in my seat.
I feel happy but sad.
Something so bitter sweet.
Because part of me feels so happy for the person.
Who sings so happily.
But another, darker half.
novelthere’s tea you still need to drink.
you left it on the counter again, because you’re
always forgetting where you put it.
it’s probably cold by now, but
it’s there for whenever you’re ready.
here’s a blanket to lose yourself in.
you don’t have to give it back.
here’s another book i think
will make you cry if i ever find the courage
to give it to you. i’ve underlined every
line that made me want to scream, that made me
want to rip out my hair and destroy everything
beautiful about myself, that made me want to
drive across a desert in the middle of the night,
that made me fall in love with everything wonderful
the universe has left to give me.
i can’t find the words to tell you what it’s about.
i guess it’s about growing up and finding love
but it’s also about figuring out how to exist comfortably
and it’s about people who are good and people who
are not always good and the things they do and the worlds t
remember,when i was your lioness and
we ruled the world with
scattered light and
after all this time, i
still stay up late thinking of you,
pinching myself awake to keep the image of you in my head
until i hear you sing me to sleep.
we all have our demons, i was always yours.
waking up with bruises on my arms in an empty bed,
the devil inside of me whispers that it's not over yet, and
he pumps turbulence from my carved open heart into my saltwater blood
i feel every half-healed scar split op
en to bleed yet again.
wanting you is wanting the safety of the stars
when i'm already in free fall (into the grave).
my siren, i was born to die but you loved me into a phoenix.